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Prince "Kayne Mecha-Yeezus Arnold West" Vegeta ([personal profile] misterbrief) wrote2012-12-27 05:12 pm

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[March 16th, Video]

[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-18 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Guess who has just been told that you're around. Fortunately Bra didn't tell her you knew she's here... Unfortunately she takes that the wrong way.]

Will you please stop having kids with me without me knowing about them??!!
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capsuleprincess: (003 - You can drive me insane)

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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-18 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
As far as I am concerned? Yes, you are!! First the Trunks thing and now Bulla? At least you had the decency of giving Trunks enough of yourself to make me not realize who he was when we first met, but Bulla wouldn't have been different if I had cloned myself!

[This is stupid. It's a stupid argument. She knows it, she knows she's yelling for the most stupid thing ever. But she doesn't think she can actually talk to him in a normal way right now. Not at first. It's just too surreal, they having a daughter on top of a son, their relationship being more than just a one night stand... Bulla said he was a bit softer now, that's good and Bulma would love to enjoy that but... Right now she needs something that is normal, something that is the same both for her and in the future. Something that really connects both ideas because even with Bulla being so similar to her, Bulma can't help but think that maybe it's not really her daughter but the daughter of another Bulma in some parallel world.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-18 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Aren't you the one bragging day and night about how superior saiyans are? Being a race dedicated to war one would think that your genetic traits would be predominant over the weak earthlings! But nooo, your strength is limited to muscles! I guess I shouldn't be surprised that your sperm won't have any strength on it!

Leave you alone? Yeah, sure! That's all you say back home once I'm done fixing the machines for you to train with. And what happens next? You go and get two kids with me! Why don't you go and leave me alone? At the age you must be at I bet you have had plenty of experience with that already!
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[March 16th, Audio]

[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-18 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[She turns off the video as soon as he is finished and then... Silence. Just plain and absolute silence on her part except for her breathing.

She knew nothing of that. She hadn't wanted to know anything of that. Vegeta will die, not just that but he will kill himself for her and their son. It doesn't matter right now that he will return later on, how did he return though? He died once before and was resurrected. It was impossible to bring him back to life unless they used the Namek dragon balls... Assuming the namekians made them again. Still, she just can't help it. Because it's something that already happened to him but... It's something that hasn't happened to her yet. That won't happen yet.

He will die. He will kill himself. For her, for their son. After everything, he will do that and... It's just not fair. It's not fair at all, why is she here? Why can't she be older, from further in the future when nothing of this matters? She remains silent, except for her erratic breathing, slightly muffed by the hand that she has placed over her mouth. Congratulations, Vegeta, you have finally found the way to make her shut up.]
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[March 16th, Action] I'm sorry for the tl;dr

[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-19 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't want to listen. She doesn't want to see him. No, no, no and no. This Vegeta that is so older than her, he has to be if he knows Bulla and their argument just now confirmed it. This Vegeta that she knows nothing about. Who calls her by her name rather than "woman" or something like that. Who has had a life with her that she hasn't had. Not yet at least, but it doesn't matter either way, it's not her life at the moment and it won't be for a very long time.

She doesn't even know why she cares. Why she called for him. So what if they are going to have kids in the future? That's not her time yet. So what if Bulla is such a precious clone-like of herself? She hasn't had any kids yet, nothing says really that Bulla is hers and not from some alternate. So why does she care? Nothing ties her to them, really. To go to him based on something that could come to happen is just ridiculous. So she doesn't want to go meet him anywhere. She wants to close the journal and go out, forget about future husbands, daughters and lives that aren't hers. She says nothing when she closes the journal, when she cuts the communication between them without making even a sound.

After that she actually spends some time by herself, decided to not go to see him. To go out but not to where he is, determined to forget all that. And so she gets ready with the few things she got in advance after Bulla left, trying to not think about the saiyan prince that asked her to go and meet him. It really is a ridiculous idea. Vegeta? Asking her to go and meet him? That wasn't her... That wasn't the Vegeta she knows. Just some other guy, older, with a better life, who shared his face and name. That's all. It had nothing to do with her. It wasn't the Vegeta she knows the one asking her to go as soon as she could, she didn't have to go anywhere, did she?

We have two children and you are my wife. We have a pretty nice life together.

Sixteen years since she met Goku. Sixteen years since she left her house on an adventure with just her capsules and a dream. On a hunt for her prince. Sixteen years and what does she get? To know that it will take even a lot longer yet for her to finally have what she wants. How could the her in the future endure that? How could her just not grow tired of waiting, of dreaming. She's only thirty-two and she's already tired after the fiasco with Yamcha. Why can't that future life be hers already? Why does she have to return to a life in which she's alone? She always thought that Goku's cloud exaggerated on the pure hearted thing, but maybe it didn't, why else would she deserve to go through this emotional living hell?

She has no idea how long it has been since she closed the journal. She doesn't care. She has had to redo her make up three times until she gave up and just went with the smallest amount of it like when she was younger. So what if he's probably not at his apartment -because why would he wait for her?- she will just... Stay there. Sit somewhere and wait. She's not been in Luceti for even a day and she's already tired of its shit. Bulma knocks on the door to Vegeta's apartment and promptly bends down to just sit there, she really doesn't expect him to be there yet.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-19 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[When the door opens she doesn't know what to think, she really didn't expect him to still be there, to actually be waiting for her. It's so crazy. Vegeta never calls her by her name, never shows any care about how hard to swallow something might be, never asks her to go see him, never waits for her, never stays. And yet now... She's in front of a Vegeta that calls her by her name, who worries about how she's taking things, who asks her to meet him and who waits for her. How can she not believe that they are different people?

She doesn't rise immediately, surprised and feeling so emotionally tired that it's really affecting her physically, her legs feel heavy and pained. So she just looks up when the door opens, to look at him from where she's sitting on the floor.

Just as she expected he doesn't look that much older. It's noticeable, of course, but barely, nothing compared to how it would be noticeable on a human. To how it will be noticeable in her once she reaches that age, she's sure of it. Stupid saiyans and their genetics. But even so, he still looks like the Vegeta she knows. With shorter hair.

Why does he have short hair. It makes him look so... So... So much human. At the moment she's not sure if she likes it or not, sure it doesn't look bad on him but... Another difference. Yet another one for the basket that keeps getting filled. How is she supposed to believe that that is really her future when it's so terribly different from her present? Her eyes fall on his hand almost as if they had never seen a hand before but she takes it, still quiet and looking lost and tired. She lets him lead her inside and wherever he wants, but she will collapse -not sit, she literally collapses with her legs finally giving up on supporting her- as soon as there's a chair or a couch near her.

She opens her mouth to speak but... Nothing comes. She just looks at him again before looking away. Where to start? What to say? Why did she come here after all? What is there to talk about? A faint thought comes to her mind and finally she speaks, her voice tired and slightly cracked, tell-tales of how she has cried until not long ago.]


Trunks isn't born yet.

[For her. She doesn't even have Trunks yet. For her, in her time, absolutely nothing has really started. Despite her mother's comments, despite her father's approval, despite how she noticed herself gravitating towards the saiyan. Always worrying about him. Scared about him killing himself. Wishing for him to become stronger as he wished, which is a crazy thought given how he wanted to kill the man who was like a brother to her, how he could decide to kill everyone and destroy the Earth. But she still did so, enough that even Yamcha called her out on it and the fight that ensued ended with him leaving yet again to train, except that this time Bulma didn't care and actually hopped that he would never return. They weren't a couple anymore but if he was going to be so critical with Vegeta they couldn't even be friends, wasn't it? That's what she had thought as she watched him leave. Such a stupid thought. Such a stupid girl, worrying so much for a man who didn't even look at her.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-22 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[I've just changed quite a bit. It' funny how that sounds, as if the changes aren't that big, that important. As if it's a mere matter of appearance rather than core. She had stopped thinking that someone could change so much no matter how much time and how many things happened, back when she was younger he thought those things. Stupid baseless hopes of getting Yamcha to stop feeling the need to wander from time to time, to stop him from flirting with every girl he found. Back then she used to think that one could change people. Experience tells her otherwise, or at least used to tell her so, right now she's supposed to be staring at the perfect example of how wrong that idea is.

He talks. He tells her about a life she doesn't know. A life she doesn't care about. A distant life that may or may not be hers one day but that now stands there, in the horizon, mocking her. She had always wanted a boyfriend, a husband. She will get one. She always wanted a prince. She will get one. She always wanted a family. She will get one. But not now. Not yet. Not even in a few years. How is she supposed to care about that? About a "maybe", such a slim chance that even the dragon balls had more chances of being real than it. Nothing he says makes her feel identified or attached to it, even when he talks about Trunks she can't bring herself to be attached, she barely knows the Trunks that came from the future and she's sure that he's very different from how a Trunks born in a somewhat peaceful world could be. So not even that is something she can relate to. Not even the kid that came from the future has a real place in said future as himself.

She wants to leave. Why did she come? To talk? What's there to talk about? Is this all she came for? So he can talk about things that are completely unrelated to her? So he can rub against her how it's been a lot of years for that to happen? Lots and lots of years. He doesn't say a number, but she's sure it can't be sooner than ten years, not when Bulla is a teenager and he's confirming that even when Trunks was born and a child, Vegeta still didn't give a damn about them. It really feels as if he's mocking her. "See, one day I'll become this kind of guy and learn all those things and want to protect you because I love you. But back in your time I'm still an asshole that won't look your way unless it's so you fix something".

When he takes her hand she doesn't jerk it away, doesn't bother with it. She merely glances at the gesture and pain reflects in her eyes, right until the end, all he's doing is show off and mock her. Mock the pain she's going to go through and they both know. Is she supposed to assume that this proves that it will be worth it?]


I have no reason to not believe you...

[She almost says his name but it dies in her throat. She can't bring herself to call him Vegeta out-loud, as if by not saying it she gives an opening to the chance that he may not be really Vegeta. Or at least not the one she knows.]

... But I have no reason either to think that what you're saying really affects me. It may affect me in the future, some distant possible future that may not happen at all. You say that a lot has changed but you're wrong, everything has changed. There's nothing there that feels as if it belongs to the current me.

[Her voice is still broken, and now a distant feeling settles on it. Detachment. It's something people need in order to survive at times, specially in the business world. She always takes pride of her creations but she always detaches herself from them anyway in order to spot the flaws and fix it or throw it away if it has too many flaws to be fixed easily. It also helps her now to not start crying again, to try to maintain an illusion of strength beyond how badly she's taking it.]

I don't really see what's there to talk about or explain. You're from a distant future. I'm from a distant past. What more is there to it?
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-22 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Then... What should I do? Throw myself to you and kiss you? Act as if I was married to you? Accept a life that isn't mine yet without any care? Not ever thinking about how once I return home this all will vanish? Should I see this as some sort of compensation?! A promise of what the future holds? You can't even know for sure that your present will be my future! I could be from an alternate time-line in which a giant space bee comes to earth and devours everyone for all we know!

Of course it's not that it means nothing to me! It's the opposite! It means a lot, it means everything!!

[Yelling seems to help to make the words come out, but that's all she does. She can't really glare at him with anger or annoyance, just with pain, frustration and exhaustion.]

Do you even have an idea of how long I've been waiting? Sixteen years, Vegeta. It has been sixteen years since I met Son-kun, that's half of my life! And all this time from the very start the thing that made me search for the dragon balls was you!! Because all I've wanted more than anything in the world was a boyfriend, a husband and a family of my own. And you, as you sit there now, are all I would have wished for! Even the you I know was enough for me even if it wasn't perfect!

You're not just telling me about how you are now, or about our children. You're telling me that despite having waited for all this long, I'm going to have to wait even more and suffer even more than I already have! Just when I'm ready to resign myself to not have the whole package, right when I'm ready to be happy if I could just get you to look at me even once, this happens and you tell me that one day I'll have my dream, but it won't be until most of my life has passed! And I may forget all of this once I return there, but until then I'll have to be here and remember that one day I'll return to a life that will be a hell compared to this place!

And I'm talking about a place in which I'm nothing but a guinea pig!! Do you realize how wrong that is?!

[Her words break in a sob and only then does she realize that she has started crying again. She covers her face with her hands.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-23 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[She remains silent for a good while, hastily composing herself again the best she can. Because she hates breaking down in front of him, even if he has changed, it's clear he hasn't changed enough to not find such a display annoying. She doesn't look up either, doesn't bother with even checking if he's still there, she knows he is, his presence fills the room just like always. It doesn't matter if he keeps to himself, or how far from the group he is, she always notices his presence somehow.

Eventually she manages to gather words again.]


What if you leave? As far as I'm aware of this is the second time you're here or so and the first time you were older too but not so old. You weren't like you are now yet. You were still pretty much the one I'm used to... What if you leave and return like that again? I... I can wait. It's what I will do if your present is indeed my future, right? But I don't know if I could stand losing it once I have it. Not like that.

[And yet she knows, she's cursed. No matter what she does she is going to get hurt and deeply. If she accepts the life that is presenting itself to her, she will one day get hurt when Bulla and Vegeta leave just as she will hurt every day knowing that one day she will return home where all that awaits her is an emotional hell. If she doesn't accept it... She will just start hurting now, and it will be made worse by how it will hurt Bulla and Vegeta as well.]

No matter what I do... All that's left for me in the end is getting hurt and tortured, right?

[What has she done to deserve this? What have they done to deserve it?]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-27 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't get it. Or maybe he refuses to get it. She's not sure but as annoying as it is, as frustrating as it results that she's the only one wounded by all of this... It's comforting. Because at least that part of him hasn't changed so much, he doesn't get it but he's not leaving to go to train either. She guesses that's all one can ask him to do.

What annoys her the most, though, is his reaction to her revelation. The way he dares to doubt her words about something he should be aware of already if only he paid a little attention to Luceti at all. Her eyes are a mixture of pain, sorrow and anger when she looks at him, but no matter what she can see that he's sincere. Actually she has never really seen him lying so she doesn't really think he could lie.

She shakes her head, sighing before actually leaning against him, resting her head on his shoulder remaining silent for a bit. She can't live on avoiding him, she doesn't want to. And she doesn't want Bulla to have a harder time than how it's going to be in this place either. Bulma will be tortured and hurt sooner or later, she knows that, but she doesn't want that to extend to her daughter. Or to any other person, they just don't deserve it. And it's not as if she hates Vegeta, even if she's still getting on terms with her own feelings she knows she doesn't want to be without him, so there's really one viable option for her if she doesn't want to ruin her time here from the very start.]


Vegeta, I...

[She trails off for a second, head turning to look at him a bit.]

I'm not going to live in an apartment and I'm not going to allow my daughter to endure that either. So either you grab your things and come, or you keep enjoying your single life here. But if you do that I'm not going to cook for you.

[A soft and determined frown forms in her face. She's still hurt, she's still confused and part of her still wants nothing but to curl in a corner and cry. But she knows no one is going to save her from all that and that complaining won't make things any better. So she just gives up and throws it all back, hiding everything like she's used to do. She also ignores the way he doubted her words, having no wish to deal with that at the moment. It's a way to move on, not the best one but probably the only one she can afford.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincses 2013-03-29 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Contrary to him, though, she wasn't waiting for it. She wasn't expecting it at all, the way he touches her so tenderly before leaning down for a kiss. It makes her freeze in shock as if somehow seeing Bulla and talking with him hadn't driven home completely the realization of her relationship with him. But this does it. The feeling of his lips against hers is impossible to deny or ignore.

It makes her cry again despite herself, because for her it has actually been a good while since she last kissed with someone. The last time Yamcha had actually hold her between his arms and kissed her was even before Goku returned to the Earth. The last time she had really felt loved and special like she does now, was even further in the past, before Yamcha was killed in the battle against Vegeta and Nappa. It makes her realize once more how much of a fool she was, clinging to Yamcha despite knowing that it wouldn't work out. He was at fault as well, but she probably asked way too much of him and didn't help, thinking that just because at first she was the only girl he could deal with he would always be that way.

But that was in the past. Both for her and the man that is now holding her like that, closer to his strong body, kissing her confidently and with love. And she can feel it, she can feel how much he loves her, way more than what she could have ever expected in him. It's almost scary and terrifying, how much her dreams will become true specially when she has reached the point of giving up on them. It' also scary because she knows that this won't last, sooner or later they will leave this place and she will forget it but... One day she will have it again, right? She just has to be a good girl and be patient. She doesn't know if she can do it but... She will find a way, just as she found a way to track down mystical objects from legends, there's nothing she can't do.

Her arms wrap around his neck without hesitation even as tears fall from her eyes, refusing to break the contact because those tears don't matter, they aren't from pain or sadness. And she kisses him back, with a tint of desperation and need from a woman who has been feeling loveless for longer than she realized. But not anymore. There's no way she can feel loveless anymore, even if Vegeta never kisses her again, this sole kiss has said more than a thousand of kisses. She doesn't even care about her own breath right now, she's just going to kiss him back until she faints if needed, take all the love he has to give and store it in her heart for the future, so even if he never even looks at her again she will be able to survive without him.]
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[personal profile] capsuleprincess 2013-03-30 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[She needed the air as well, but she really didn't care enough to break the kiss. Still she's grateful for it and she can't help but tremble like a leaf when he starts to kiss her neck, head arching to the side to give him more room to work with as she catches her breath. She sighs when he presses their foreheads together and finally opens her eyes, looking at him like a teenager girl who has just gotten her first kiss, despite how she's far from being a teenager and far more experienced than that.]

I think... That I still don't know if what you say will really be my future. Trunks has proved it, hasn't he? He told Son-kun about a horrible future but that changed, the future you talk about may be changed for me as well.

But... You're here now and so I am and Luceti doesn't listen to time logistics. And I'm pretty sure that while I'm here the Bulma you know won't come here so... I think I'm going to take advantage of that and of you in her place. I'm a very generous woman, I'm sure she won't mind to share her family with herself.

[She smirks mischiveously. Yes, yes, you have won this round, Vegeta. But seeing how this is a Bulma who was ready to give up on her dreams and everything before being sent here, she is the one who has won the most in the long run.]

In that case... We will be waiting for you at Son-kun's house!

[Yeah, she's totally going to invade her friend with her family. She's sure he won't mind. Or that she can convince him to not mind it at least.]

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