capsuleprincess: (004 - Why am I so afraid to crash down)
Bulma Brief ([personal profile] capsuleprincess) wrote in [personal profile] misterbrief 2013-03-19 01:56 pm (UTC)

[March 16th, Action] I'm sorry for the tl;dr

[She doesn't want to listen. She doesn't want to see him. No, no, no and no. This Vegeta that is so older than her, he has to be if he knows Bulla and their argument just now confirmed it. This Vegeta that she knows nothing about. Who calls her by her name rather than "woman" or something like that. Who has had a life with her that she hasn't had. Not yet at least, but it doesn't matter either way, it's not her life at the moment and it won't be for a very long time.

She doesn't even know why she cares. Why she called for him. So what if they are going to have kids in the future? That's not her time yet. So what if Bulla is such a precious clone-like of herself? She hasn't had any kids yet, nothing says really that Bulla is hers and not from some alternate. So why does she care? Nothing ties her to them, really. To go to him based on something that could come to happen is just ridiculous. So she doesn't want to go meet him anywhere. She wants to close the journal and go out, forget about future husbands, daughters and lives that aren't hers. She says nothing when she closes the journal, when she cuts the communication between them without making even a sound.

After that she actually spends some time by herself, decided to not go to see him. To go out but not to where he is, determined to forget all that. And so she gets ready with the few things she got in advance after Bulla left, trying to not think about the saiyan prince that asked her to go and meet him. It really is a ridiculous idea. Vegeta? Asking her to go and meet him? That wasn't her... That wasn't the Vegeta she knows. Just some other guy, older, with a better life, who shared his face and name. That's all. It had nothing to do with her. It wasn't the Vegeta she knows the one asking her to go as soon as she could, she didn't have to go anywhere, did she?

We have two children and you are my wife. We have a pretty nice life together.

Sixteen years since she met Goku. Sixteen years since she left her house on an adventure with just her capsules and a dream. On a hunt for her prince. Sixteen years and what does she get? To know that it will take even a lot longer yet for her to finally have what she wants. How could the her in the future endure that? How could her just not grow tired of waiting, of dreaming. She's only thirty-two and she's already tired after the fiasco with Yamcha. Why can't that future life be hers already? Why does she have to return to a life in which she's alone? She always thought that Goku's cloud exaggerated on the pure hearted thing, but maybe it didn't, why else would she deserve to go through this emotional living hell?

She has no idea how long it has been since she closed the journal. She doesn't care. She has had to redo her make up three times until she gave up and just went with the smallest amount of it like when she was younger. So what if he's probably not at his apartment -because why would he wait for her?- she will just... Stay there. Sit somewhere and wait. She's not been in Luceti for even a day and she's already tired of its shit. Bulma knocks on the door to Vegeta's apartment and promptly bends down to just sit there, she really doesn't expect him to be there yet.]

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