Then... What should I do? Throw myself to you and kiss you? Act as if I was married to you? Accept a life that isn't mine yet without any care? Not ever thinking about how once I return home this all will vanish? Should I see this as some sort of compensation?! A promise of what the future holds? You can't even know for sure that your present will be my future! I could be from an alternate time-line in which a giant space bee comes to earth and devours everyone for all we know!
Of course it's not that it means nothing to me! It's the opposite! It means a lot, it means everything!!
[Yelling seems to help to make the words come out, but that's all she does. She can't really glare at him with anger or annoyance, just with pain, frustration and exhaustion.]
Do you even have an idea of how long I've been waiting? Sixteen years, Vegeta. It has been sixteen years since I met Son-kun, that's half of my life! And all this time from the very start the thing that made me search for the dragon balls was you!! Because all I've wanted more than anything in the world was a boyfriend, a husband and a family of my own. And you, as you sit there now, are all I would have wished for! Even the you I know was enough for me even if it wasn't perfect!
You're not just telling me about how you are now, or about our children. You're telling me that despite having waited for all this long, I'm going to have to wait even more and suffer even more than I already have! Just when I'm ready to resign myself to not have the whole package, right when I'm ready to be happy if I could just get you to look at me even once, this happens and you tell me that one day I'll have my dream, but it won't be until most of my life has passed! And I may forget all of this once I return there, but until then I'll have to be here and remember that one day I'll return to a life that will be a hell compared to this place!
And I'm talking about a place in which I'm nothing but a guinea pig!! Do you realize how wrong that is?!
[Her words break in a sob and only then does she realize that she has started crying again. She covers her face with her hands.]
[March 16th, Action]
Of course it's not that it means nothing to me! It's the opposite! It means a lot, it means everything!!
[Yelling seems to help to make the words come out, but that's all she does. She can't really glare at him with anger or annoyance, just with pain, frustration and exhaustion.]
Do you even have an idea of how long I've been waiting? Sixteen years, Vegeta. It has been sixteen years since I met Son-kun, that's half of my life! And all this time from the very start the thing that made me search for the dragon balls was you!! Because all I've wanted more than anything in the world was a boyfriend, a husband and a family of my own. And you, as you sit there now, are all I would have wished for! Even the you I know was enough for me even if it wasn't perfect!
You're not just telling me about how you are now, or about our children. You're telling me that despite having waited for all this long, I'm going to have to wait even more and suffer even more than I already have! Just when I'm ready to resign myself to not have the whole package, right when I'm ready to be happy if I could just get you to look at me even once, this happens and you tell me that one day I'll have my dream, but it won't be until most of my life has passed! And I may forget all of this once I return there, but until then I'll have to be here and remember that one day I'll return to a life that will be a hell compared to this place!
And I'm talking about a place in which I'm nothing but a guinea pig!! Do you realize how wrong that is?!
[Her words break in a sob and only then does she realize that she has started crying again. She covers her face with her hands.]